Hello friends at family,

This week has been a shaky week for us. The week started out light-hearted with visiting lots of people and getting to know more members and great things. We were aware of the illness going around and being very cautious, but for the most part, we weren’t too worried. We went to a Relief Society activity one evening which was probably the highlight of the week. They are basically the only pictures I took this week hahaha.

On Wednesday, President Chapman broadcast a live video to us missionaries informing us of some extra precautions we were going to take. This included no longer shaking hands and possibly needing to purchase a week supply of extra food. But it was only after the church’s announcement about canceling Sacrament meetings that things started to get serious.

The mission sent out an email about how we can disinfect our apartment, wash our hands and other cleaning tips. President Chapman ordered that we all go out and purchase a 2-3 week supply of non-perishable food items ASAP. And for Sister Minson and I personally, we have been ordered by the mission nurse to stay in our apartment as much as we can due to our own health and symptoms.

To put simply, we are all really scared. Some more than others no doubt, but I’d say Minson and I are in the more worried category. We have done our shopping and we are prepared, but going to the stores to see everyone in a panic trying to buy everything they can and no disinfectant products, toilet paper, paper towels or water had us really shook.

I have always been one to really worry about my health. I get very anxious at even the thought of being sick and I don’t think I’ve ever been this scared before. My hands are dry and cracking because of how much I’ve scrubbed them. I disinfect every handle in the apartment once every day we go out. I’ve deep cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen multiple times and I’m still paranoid to touch anything. I know, I know, this is all a bit excessive, but it’s like I cant help it. My anxiety is through the roof and I can barely eat or drink because of how nervous I am.

Amid all this panic and anxiety happening in my life right now, and I’m sure in many others’ lives, I’ll tell you what brings me the most peace. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has posted a video that I think puts it perfectly. Powering down, calming down and slowing down and just being still. Remembering who is in charge, and how He feels about me. Re-centering myself in Christ and listening to what he has to say to me. Even if it’s just a feeling of steadiness or a moment to breathe and relax. It’s only when I remember Him when I can feel this way.

Sunday we were able to take the Sacrament in the home of a family in the ward and it was the most peace I’ve felt this week so far. I’m grateful for this Gospel and the blessings we receive from living it. I’m grateful for the Prophet and his wise council from God and comforting wards. I know this is the restored Gospel of Jesus Christ and that He leads this Church today. I know He will protect us in these troubling times as we continue to rely on and turn to Him.

I hope you all have a great week and stay safe and healthy. Wash your hands, but not too much! 😉 Say lots of prayers and remember who is in charge and how much He loves you!

Scripture of the week! D&C 82:8-10

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-Sister Oldham